Be Different, Be Independent, Be You!

By : NAilal Armstrong

My friends often call me a weirdo.

At first, I didn’t care about that name. But gradually I felt disturbed. And here I need to defense myself. I need to tell that there are many weird people around us and even much weirder than I am.
Let me tell you the examples. In my campus I have a friend (to cover her real identity, let us just call her ‘the-weirdo’). One time in our campus, ‘the-weirdo’ was doing a cross word puzzle while waiting for the lecture to come to class. But there was a word she couldn’t figure out. ‘The-weirdo’ asked her friend, Petra.
“Eh, Pet! Four letters: malang, sial ?”
“NAAS !” Petra said enthusiastically.
“Four letters, Pet!” The-Weirdo wasn’t sure.
“Yes. Naas is four letters!” Petra assured her impatiently.
“But the second letter is A!” the-weirdo became the-stupid. My friends and I in the class room were waiting for Petra reaction. Petra couldn’t control her emotion, “That is NAAS!”
“NO, FOUR LETTERS! THE SECOND LETTER IS A!” The-weirdo insisted.
“YES! IT’S NAAS!!!” Petra exploded.
Silent.
‘Mmm, hey, you’re right.’ The-weirdo said.

There was also a weirdo in my office. He is an Office Boy (once more, to cover his real identity, let us just call him the-OB. One day, when I wanted to go to a bathroom, I was very surprised! I saw the seated toilet was broken in two pieces. Can you imagine the toilet made of the-big-strong-porcelain-seated toilet can break that way?! In my mind, there were critical questions: who broke it? Was there anyone broke the toilet as a result of terrorism? Or was there anyone pooped a bomb?
After that, I know that someone who broke the toilet was the-OB. He pooped by squatting in the seated toilet.

Now! Who is weirder?
But as the time went by, as the age went by, I understand more that I am really weird. I like to write and also like to be alone. You can say that I am introvert. Sometimes, I could not hear let alone listen people talking near me or to me when I was reading a book or anything else. It is like I am in my own world when I am reading books.

I had sent SMS to Petra and made her cry successfully –but I didn’t mean it. And she didn’t speak to me in a week.
After one week she wanted to meet me. I thought she wanted to say sorry for her fault, her big fault. And I will always accept her apology. I met Petra and she said that she didn’t speak to me was that because she wanted to give me a lesson!
I asked her for the reason. She said that it was because my answer in my last-week-SMS. Yes, I remembered the SMS that I sent her at that time. I wrote that she was like a STONE! I thought that was not rude, but maybe I sent the message in bad time. Maybe at that time she needed someone to share about her problem.
And she cried.

To be honest, there are many of my friends (especially girls), cried because of what I did or said. And here I am rethinking: am I really a weirdo?
With my weirdness, I see people through my perspective. And because I have different perspective with others, so it also creates a different result. Or with the simple word, I am weird!
Eventhough the word ‘weird’ here does not always have bad connotation. Maybe every one has her or his own ‘weirdness’. That’s because we have different point of view, every point of view looks from its own mindsets. The way we speak, the way we walk, the way we act must be different from one to another. That is something that makes us different, makes our own ‘weirdness’.

I am thinking about my self. I am not a follower. I am not such a follower that follows to see orchestra or listen to jazz so that I will look like a gentleman. Or I am proud because I ever climbed the highest mountain in Indonesia. I am not someone who pretends to be sad when I watch movies or when I read poems, maybe some people think that sad is romantic, and romantic is a style.
I am not a person who puts other people good impression at the first place and makes it more important than what I really want and like. Be different, be independent, be you!

Independent or in-depend-ent?

By : Arlin Tinkerbell

How ironic!
The bomb had just blown up just a month before the Independence Day. Isn’t that pathetic? When we believe that we have lived under secure and no more terrors or colonization, the unexpected thing emerged. It was less than 5 minutes to mess up everything that had been built to ensure the world about the security issue in Indonesia. Many people hurt, not only mentally but also physically.
We do not know to whom they sent the bombs. There were many innocence people there. Perhaps some of them were waiting for their friends or their families, or they just enjoyed having breakfast. Can you imagine as if your father, or your mother or could be anyone that you love was there? You then realized didn’t have a chance to say that you love them or just to apologize for the things you had done in the past. Well, we never know what we’ve already had till it’s gone, right? Count your bless!!! Then, it will never be enough…
Ok, now let’s get back to the Independence Day… What does independence exactly mean? Here, I’m going to underline the topic to the equality of freedom among the gender. So, the independence shall mean as an acknowledgement over superior women so that not only men who can lead a way. It is proven by the last general election. We had Megawati as one of the candidates of the next president. Even she didn’t win the election yet she had already shown to this country that a woman also could get herself into the politic battle.
See…There are many opportunities actually for women if we believe and confidence to ourselves. Nothing is impossible!! If you go traveling in Jakarta by taking Trans Jakarta, you will find that not all the drivers are men. Some are women and they are very stylish! No matter what your occasion is, the style will always come first ;)…
But just like any other understandings, there comes a squabble over the independence of women. Sometimes these wonder women are treated badly whether in their work place or even in their homes. Sexually abused and household violence are the most crime action that they got.
That’s the weakness of the Independence Day! When we have passed the gender issue, it is not followed by the change of condition where women always are at the weak side. Even nowadays the modern women can protect themselves from the criminal doers but women are still women, right? Not all women are blessed by the talent of doing martial art…
In this globalization era, and when Indonesia is going to commemorate its 64th Independence Day, women still haven’t had their freedom of fear completely. Women are still the target of the criminal. In some remote areas in Indonesia, where they still hold on their custom that women are never be the same with men, that women will always be number two in any situations, that men can do anything to their women, that women don’t have to go to school, etc. Well, guys, based on those facts, can we still declare that we have already lived independently? Independence should be felt by all people in this world. No matter what, men or women, young or adult, curly or straight, thin or fat and no matter what color your skin is, black or white… (hehehe.. long live of the king of pop!!!!)
Well, back to the topic, in some cases which for some men whose wives are career women; they will make that condition as a reason to wash hand from their responsibilities as the leader of the family. This will lead to the household violence. So, what should those women do?
Well, there are some organizations that concern to the women’s violence issue. They will hear their moans, and they will protect them. There will be a concealing how to cope with some problems that often be faced by the women in common. Nowadays, people are free to speak their minds, not exception the women. That what independence is all about, right? As women we should more concern about the things that happen to us, we are supposed to be the guardian angel for ourselves. Don’t let anyone hurt you! Since we have rights to live happily and live fearlessly.
So, ladies, in this Independence Day, let’s show to the world that Indonesian women are powerful, unbeatable, reliable, smart, lovable and caring… fight for your dreams cause we are independent women not in-depend-ent. We are all equal. Happy Independence Day, guys!!!

Only in my mind

Written by :E-Soen Class

Lay on the grass
While closing eyes
I tried to think
Think about thing
Thing we have done
Mistake that there is no forgiveness

A bright shine appear
Come from the sky
It breaks my dream and imagination
I don’t know what it is
It loses all in mind
Tears get out suddenly
I can’t stop

Nizami Ganjavi

Written by : Whitetia



Have you ever eard about the immortal loves story of ‘layla and majnun’ which written by Nizami Ganjavi? The writer is one of the most popular poet writers in Azerbaijan (now Persia or Iran).
Abu Muhammad Ilyas Ibn Yusuf Ibn Zaki Muayyad is the original of pen-name of Nizami Ganjavi. He was born around 1141 in Ganja, the capital of Arran in Transcaucasian Azerbaijan. His mother, named Ra’isa was a Kurdish background and his father, whose name yusuf. Nizami had been left by his parents early in his life and he was brought up by his uncle Khwaja Umar, often referred to b the honorific Hakim (the sage). Nizami is both a learned poet and master of a lyrical and sensuous style. He lived in an age of both political instability and intense intellectual activity, which his poems reflect but little is known about his life, relation with his patrons or the precise datres of his works.
Nezami is best known for his five long narrative poems, which have been preserved and he dedicated his poems to various rules of the regions as was custom of that time for great poets but avoided court life. He was a master of the Masnawi style (double-rhymed verses). The Quinary includes the five Persian books of Nizami:
1.Makhzan Al-asrar “The Storehouses of Misteries” (1163)
2.Khusraw o Shirin “Khosrow and Shirin” (1177 – 1180)
3.Layli o Majnun “Layla and Majnun” (1192)
4.Haft Paykar “the seven Beauties” (1196)
5.Eskandar-nameh “the book of Alexander” (1196 – 1220)
One of Nizami’s work which inspired Shakespeare to create his phenomenal drama ‘Romeo and Juliet’ is an immortal love story of Majnun, a man which loved too much to his cousin, Layla, but prevented from marrying her and goes mad. Majnun and family move to the dessert and compose poems for his love Layla, who has been married to another man. Although they were never united in life, when the lovers pass away and they buried in the same grave.
The Nizami museum of literature was originally built in 1947 and located in Baku, Azerbaijan republic, tall cylindrical building and surrounded by gardens and there is metal statue commemorating Nizami’s epic poem. Nizami died in 1209 but there is no exactly reason of it, same as the way of his life which no authentic evidence.

Inyiak Lunak the Town Cryer

Written by : A. A. Navis

uring the war when West Sumatra tried to secede, Otang, Dali’s friend, went home to the village like many other people before the government forces attacked. Otang wasn’t a hero. He also wasn’t a civil servant. If Otang went home to the village, it was because Natsir his idol, who has sent him to ranch in Florida for a year of work experiences. But what he learned about animal husbandry on that ranch could not be put into practice at home. There were socio-cultural problems and also a lack of capital. So, Otang settled in Jakarta to wait for a change in the situation that might improve his lot.
How could he not support Natsir? Otang asked. His father ran a food stall, yet he had been given the opportunity to see in all its wonder the America he had dreamed of when he saw it in movies. It was more than solidarity. He would have been ashamed to feel anything less than what he did.
Otang married before he went to America. His parents wanted to make sure he didn’t fall for some girl there and stay forever: at first, Otang was annoyed but he agreed as soon as he met his future wife who was as beautiful as Tititen Sumarni, the movie star: the only difference was the beauty marks on her upper lip. When he returned to the village because of the war; Otang already has two children. He did nothing the whole time he was there. There wasn’t anything he could do. From the time he was still in grade school up to his time in America, Otang had never learned how to work. He had learned how to be person who knows things. But during the war, knowledge had no use. What you needed, other than weapon, wan an idea or at least a scheme.

***

Eventually Otang village was occupied by government forces. They called it “liberating” the area. The time came when Otang had to take up a hoe and work. He had to join the work gangs and stand watch at night. All the men were thrown together at that time, regardless of whether they were elderly, farmers, teachers, hajis, traditional leaders, or people like Otang. As soon as Otang began to hoe, he got blisters on his palms. Blisters were not excuse not to work.
The military commander of their region held the position of Chief of Territorial Affairs. His name was Talib, and he was a sergeant major. He was a big man, tall and strong. He spoke in a deep baritone. When he shouted, every one was frightened. The sound of hoes hitting stones rang out as they dug up grass. After a while, Sargeant Talib stopped supervising the work, but his orders reach them almost everyday. Inyiak Lunak spread the news from one end of the village to the other while beating his gong which made a cher-cher-cheer sound because it was cracked. Inyiak Lunak’s voice was hoarse as if his vocal cords were cracked, too.
Having to work almost every day irritated Otang and everyone else. It wasn’t just that they were losing time to do their own jobs. They felt they were being purposely humiliated like a conquered people. From constantly hearing the cher-cher-cher of the gong accompanied Inyiak Lunak’s broken voice, Otang came to hate the town crier. If he happened to pass Inyiak Lunak on the street, he would look away. If he was sitting in Mak Mango’s coffee shop on the corner of the market and Inyiak Lunak came in, he would hurriedly depart. If Inyiak Lunak was there before him, Otang wouldn’t even enter.
Otang became even more fed up with Inyiak Lunak when he learned what Sergeant Talib did when all the men were working. He and one of his corporals went around to the villages and slept with the wives of the rebels who were being held in the countryside. Corporal Jono was jus as bad as Talib. So was Basri, the local administrator who came from one of those villages, as were many others. Deputy police inspector Hartono slept with the two daughters of Sudira, the prison warden. “what can we do? Wat can we say?” was the comment of the people in the occupied region.
Finally, even though he didn’t fight in the war, just because he sympathized with them, Otang had to pay the price like everyone else. Misfortune stalked him, but not because he sided with the rebels. It was because he had a beautiful wife. Atun, whom he had been very proud of, became his knife in his heart. When the men were ordered out to work, Sergeant Talib stopped by to see Atun. People said he even stayed till morning when Otang was on night watch.

***

At first, Otang didn’t know what was happening. His mother-in-law didn’t tell hi, much less Atun. Otang didn’t understand the dark looks of the two women every time he came home from the work detail. At first, that’s haw it was. But, when Inyiak Lunak, the town crier; whispered to him that he should take Atun to the city, Otang began to see how things really stood. He was furious. He was scathing with his-mother-in-law for going along with it.
“Otang, put yourself in Atun’s place or in mine. Could we stand up to them? Should we have told you so you could beat up that Talib?” his mother-in-law asked once Otang began to calm down.
But Otang was not consoled. He felt crushed by a mountain of regrets. He was sorry he hadn’t taken up arms against the government. If he had joined the rebel army, he would have shot men like Sergeant Talib dead. There were two things, though, that he did not regret. The first was that he had returned to the village in solidarity with Natsir. The second was that Atun was so beautiful. But bringing his wife and children back to the village because he was sure the rebels would win the war was the miscalculation he regretted most.
He was angry at Sergeant Talib. Furious in fact. He also despised him and was disgusted art his behavior. But his fury abated when he saw all the soldiers dresses in green who were like Sergeant Talib only more so. He realized that he was not a brave man. He had never learned to be brave. Not in school nor far away Florida. He had only heard and accepted what his teachers said or what he read in books.
So when Reagent Kasdut, whom Otang had known in school and who held the rang of captain, took a tour of inspection in his area, Otang went to see him. He told him what the army did to people.
“If the army had become to liberate this area with some humanitarian concern for the people, the rebellion would had been put down in three months. But because they are vicious enemy even if they have to spend years in the jungle.”
“That’s the army, Otang. It’s a bad risk for the loser. Our army would be just as vicious if they were fighting someplace else,” said Regent Kasdut, the captain.
“Do they have to be vicious to their own people?”
“That’s the policy of the commanding officers so that no people any place any place will ever dream of rebelling again.”
“Will people love the army and threat them like heroes if they have these vicious policies?”
Right now they are not going to change their command policies, “said captain Kasdut, the Regent.
Otang recalled the saying that was current at that time: ‘if you fear the rifle barrel, run to the butt.’ It was pointless to oppose the side that was winning the war. So when Regent Kasdut returned to the country seat, Otang went him. Since then, no one in the village knew where he had gone or where he was.

***

Twenty five years later, Dali ran into Otang in Jakarta. They met at the home of Kasdut, who had retired with the rank of colonel. Otang had changed. He was calm. He seemed pious. He spoke softly and gently. He had a beard like Haji Agus Salim. It was white. On his head perched a black, velvet cap, precisely placed. But he didn’t sit with Dali in the living room. He stayed in the black room with Kasdut’s mother-in-law who was almost 80 years old.
“He’s a clean leader now. His title is Datuk Rajo di Koto (King in the City). He was chosen and installed by the members of his clan who live here now. People say there’s something fishy about the title. It is not accordance with traditional law. But that’s the clan problem,” Kasdut explained. He had also made a leader of this clan in the village be fore he retired. His title was Datuk Rajo Kuaso (Powerful King). It was a fitting title for a colonel who had one been regent. “as for me, my title is legal according to traditional law. The whole clan, at home and away, agreed on it,” Kasdut continued.
Dali was curious as to why Otang preferred to sit with an old woman rather than a friend he hadn’t seen for 25 years. All shorts of possibilities occurred to him. Maybe Otang didn’t want to see Dali because he didn’t want to reopen old wounds from the time of the rebellion. He had left Atun behind for the Sergeant, his replacement, and his replacement’s replacement. But that was an old story. Did he still want revenge even after Sergeant Talib and his friends had paid for their deeds when the communist uprising was put down?
“He’s gone on pilgrimage to Mecca twice,” Kasdut went on as Dali pondered the situation. Then he added as if weren’t important: “my mother-in-law considers him a member of the family. I support him. Who else would?”
Since leaving the village and the war zone, Otang had carried his injuries and heartbreak around Jakarta with him. He had hoped the city would allow him to forget the past. But the city just offered more of the same poison, especially when he saw men in green uniforms with women on their arms. To Otang, they all looked like Sergeant Talib and Atun. It made him nauseous. Finally, Otang confined himself at the house of his in-law where he was staying. Even when he did go out, he never went farther than the garden fence.
To dispel the loneliness, he read books on religion because they didn’t deal with painful conflicts. He didn’t read them in order to study their contents because he didn’t want another burden. He stayed away from newspapers and magazines. If he wasn’t reading, Otang did whatever he could around the house. He cleaned or did small repairs.
Finally Otang came out of hiding when he had to attend the funeral of one of his nephews. Once he broke his isolation, he was almost never at home during the day. He would go visiting, from house to house, to see some family member or a friend from his village he was received with open arms, even by Atun’s relatives and especially by the older people who had nothing to do and needed a friend with whom to pass the time. Otang could fulfill their needs. After a while, he knew exactly what was required. The woman liked to hear about the marriages and deaths of people they knew in the village or elsewhere. The men liked to hear news from home then talked about the doing of their friends. The ones who were civil servants were interested in the promotions of others they were acquainted with.
Otang didn’t search for news of that kind. Rather, he collected it piece by piece from the people he visited. Finally, he became a source of reputable information. He knew what each person and group was interested in hearing. People began to look forward to his visits, just as they looked forward to the arrival of the paper boy.
Otang even found a soul mate in a widow who was a member of one of the families he visited regularly. But a household needs a source of income. Even though at the time he proposed, Otang’s in-laws told him he didn’t need to support his wife-to-be, Otang was the kind of man who wanted a real wife. He had elevated Atun, who was as beautiful as a movie star; too high. Now he needed a source of income, a job with a salary. But what could he do in middle age? He could go into business but what would he sell? Could he even do it? Where would he get the capital? Otang was confused and spent most of his time looking for job that would suit him. He went out in the early morning and returned at dusk.
All the old people he visited regularly were perplexed that Otang has stopped coming to see them. There was an aged doctor who no longer practiced who usually addressed Otang in an old fashioned way as “Engku Otang.” The doctor told him: “Engku Otang, what you do is the same as I did when I was still a doctor visiting patients. Understand?”
Otang didn’t understand. But he nodded anyway. Much later, it came to him as he talked it over with his wife. He should be paid for each visit he made. It wasn’t enough that they gave him something to eat or drink whenever he visited or occasionally slipped him a bill saying it was “for bus fare.” But how could he ask his acquaintances and friends from the village from money? It would be too awkward. To Otang, visiting friends wasn’t a commercial profession like being a doctor. But it was his wife again who had an idea.
“You didn’t study in America for nothing, you know,” she said.
From that time, Otang changed his schedule of visits, the ways as well as the times. Of course, he was received with anxiety and gentle chiding. Otang excuse was simple. He told them he had things to do. He had a wife now and responsibilities for his household. Sometimes he added that he had had difficulty getting a bus.
“Why didn’t you tae a taxi, Engku,” they would ask.
From then in they gave Otang taxi fare, but he continued ride the bus. With the old ladies who were interested in religion, Otang knew exactly what stories would appeal. He told them about Moses who, as an infant, was floated down the Nile by his mother and washed up at the Paraoh’s place. Or he told them about Zulaika who was crazy about Joseph. Or else about Khadijah’s loyalty to the prophet Muhammad and his loyalty to her. If he telling them about some real life event, Otang never failed to discuss it in terms of the Koran and Hadith. He was no different than a skilled preacher: sometimes he would give the old ladies religious books he bought from the sidewalk vendors in Kramat.
“These are good books. They are Arabic writing and also roman type. You should read and reread them. It will bring you closer to god,” said Otang. Then he would read a passage out loud. Of course when it was time for him to leave, the old ladies would reimburse him many times the cost of the books, in addition to his taxi fare.
There were many people from his village in Jakarta, and Otang would visit three of four houses in a day seven days a week. He would visit the wealthy ones or those with important positions once a month. The others he would see once every two months. Before the Idul Fitri holiday or when the traders and business people were closing their books for the financial year. Otang would reap a windfall in the name of charity. It was through the goodwill of his rich friends that Otang had twice been able to make the pilgrimage to Mecca. Once he went with his wife. Everyone gave him money. he had dollars, Saudi riyals, Japanese yen, and of course rupiah. Before the Lebaran holiday, the money came with the comment, “to buy dates.” It added up. It was almost enough for the Deluxe fare for the Haj pilgrimage.

***

Otang fell ill, he had a stroke, and there were complications, the doctor said. They put him in the hospital ward. The next day he was moved to a VIP room. He had many acquaintances willing to guarantee payment. When Dali went to visit him, flowers lined the hallway outside Otang’s room. There were dozens more inside. There was a card attached to each. Dali was curious so he read each of them. He read all the cards on all the flowers in the hall. He saw the names of famous professors, major industrialists, high ranking officials, ministerial staff members, and also card from Kasdut.
Otang opened his eyes when Dali leaned down close to his ear and said his name. He looked at Dali sadly for a long time as if there was a great deal he wanted to say. It made Dali sad, but he didn’t show his feelings. He tried to smile as a way of reassuring Otang that his illness wasn’t grave. Dali gently massaged Otang’s hand that wasn’t connected to the IV until he closed his eyes as if to sleep.
The soft voice of one of the other visitors reached Dali loud and clear: Otang might have heard it, too.
“He is rare creature. If he doesn’t recover; no one will be able to replace him,” someone said.
“He is like a living communication device,” said another.
“Just like Inyiak Lunak in the village. He carried good news and bad around hitting that strange sounding gong that was cracked.”
“But Inyiak Lunak and his gong only ever brought bad news,” somebody put in.
Suddenly, deli felt Otang’s hand that he still held begin to tremble. His legs began to kick.
“Call the doctor,” Dali shouted.
Everyone stood up and gathered around Otang’s bed. They started at him anxiously not knowing what to do. Soon after, the doctor arrived. All the visitors were sent out. They waited in the waiting room, each alone with his feelings.
Dali sat down on a cloth chair. He thought about tag who had suddenly taken a turn for the worse. His thoughts wondered, seeking the reason for Otang’s decline. Was he offended by the visitor who compared him to Inyiak Lunak, the Town Cryer; with his broken gong?
Dali was sure the mention of Inyiak Lunak, much less the comparison with him, had reopened and old wound from the days when there was war in the village, when the state saw them as traitors to the nation, when the form and measure of treachery were unclear.


Translated by Rebecca Fanany

Son Goku

Writen By : Nailal Armstrong


Everyone should have an idol. Some are very fanatic with their idol. Once there was a TV program that I watched, it was about fans that were dying to meet their idol. Before the fans met their idol, they were told that it was impossible to bring the idol to meet them due to his/her full schedule. But in the end, after the fans cried for disappointment, they finally met their idol. As soon as the fans got to meet their idol, they became out of control. They kissed, hugs, grabbed, twisted, licked, and dunked. It was dramatized!
Speaking of an idol, I also have one. When I was a kid, I would say that Japanese cartoon character “Son Goku” in Dragon Ball was so cool. Son Goku was an innocent smart kind-hearted little boy. He never gave up whenever he met a stronger rival or enemy. To me, Son Goku is one of a kind! Even until now. Therefore, I named my motorbike after him. The Honda-Astrea70-released-in-80 motorbike was my beloved one. It was an old bike, however, I hope it would be like little Son Goku; tough. But still, my beloved ‘Son Goku’ couldn’t resist force of nature; old, sick, and early ejaculated.

***

On one Saturday night, Son Goku suddenly stopped while I was going back home from work. The worst thing was that it happened faraway from the repair shop! Three things crossed on my mind. 1. What went wrong? 2. Where was the nearest repair shop? 3. What sins had I done today?
I had walked my bike for about a kilometer until I found the nearest repair shop.
“What’s the matter? What went wrong?” asked the repair guy.
“Broken down! How am I supposed to know? If I had known what went wrong, I would’ve fixed it myself.” But I was only talking to my self of course. There was only one problem: the engine must be overhauled and the shop was about to close in a minute. Yup! What a perfect Saturday night. I spent my lovely Saturday night with my Son Goku, the Japanese-inheritance-motorbike that stalled in the middle of young couples with romance in the air. Perfect!
“Are you from this neighborhood?” The repair guy asked.
“Nope. Kranji, bang!” I replied hopelessly.
“Oh it’s not so far from here! You better call someone to pick you up here. Your bike should be towed.” The repair guy said wisely.
So I text Njay, my friend, to help me out here. Thirty minutes he still didn’t reply my text. I couldn’t call him, or anyone else because the balance of the pulse was not enough and it was getting late. The show was already closed.
“Relax! Don’t panic!” I tried to lift my own spirit.
Then I suddenly realized that my position was not too far from my campus so I could leave my Son Goku there. Brilliant!
Rarely did Son Goku stall or break down. Only recently. Perhaps he needed more attention. Actually, I had imagined if I had to walk my bike home. Somehow it made me down to earth.
When I walked the bike to campus, I saw some drag queens near a red light. Uh-oh!! I held my bike handlebar tightly. The situation became horror. One of them was looking at me and smiled seductively (which was disgusting) at me. I pretended I didn’t see it. I was sweating down like a pig. Finally, I passed that horror safely.
As soon as I got to my campus, I got text message from Njay.
‘I’ll come there to get you. Don’t worry..’
What a joyful text message!

***

Ater that incident, Son Goku had stalled for three times! My father and I discussed to get a new bike and sell Goku. And I got suspicious that Goku might get offended hearing that conversation. It seemed that Goku had been acting weird since that conversation.
This was serious!
It had hurt Goku’s feeling. In my opinion, an object, which is close and means a lot to the owner, has an ability to feel what the owner feels. It can be happy, sad, or even upset. The Prophet PbUH himself named his camel ‘Duldul’. He even named other objects that he often used such as his plate, spoon and fork, broom, etc. How great he is.
The next question is that why he gave names to animals and the objects that we consider dead?
The answer to that question is that animals or the other objects in the universe are God’s creation. Every creation has its own use. God created something and never God created a useless thing, even when he created a mosquito! That is what God explained in Holy Koran.
Until I wrote this, Son Goku was still in my garage and he could still be ridden. But I didn’t ride him to work any longer considering the distance. Nevertheless, he taught me something: the animals, and the things around us that we often thought meaningless and lifeless actually had feelings like human. It is my duty to cherish and take good care of him. He gave me a good lesson that I should more appreciate and understand things around me: environment, water, dump, animals, tools, and all the things that I have. But the most important is my relationship with other people.
Wallahu ‘alam bisowab.

Your Idol is not a perfect person!

Written by : Moreno Soeprapto

I remembered when I met one of Indonesian actresses, it was on Sunday when I met my idol in one of traditional markets in Jakarta. Eventhough it is a traditional market, it is really famous because you can find everything there. When my family and I were busy picking up some groceries, I saw there was a crowd. And then I realized that they were looking at some actresses and actors. My family and I were curious to find out more. We decided to get close then we saw the actresses and actors were acting for a film. And one thing that made me more curious was that I saw my favorite actress acting. Oh my God! She was really beautiful and her skin was so clean and bright. She looked so different from the one I had seen on TV or movies. While I was looking at her acting for a role, my mother asked me to leave because we needed to continue shopping.
My family called me ‘country bumpkin’ or wong ndeso. But I did’t care and kept watching her until my mother grabbed my hand and dragged me out of there. At that time I obeyed my mother eventhough inside my heart I was so angry to my family because I thought it was the best time for me that I could see my idol. I didn’t know when I could see her again. That was why I was a bit angry with them. Oh my idol I liked you so much, I could only say that in my heart. Then we continued shopping. After getting all the things that we needed we went back home. On the way home my mind was still left in the traditional market and I wanted to go out from the car and went back to see my idol, but it was impossible to do.
It didn’t take much time we arrived at home, directly I went to my bedroom and looked for my diary, then I wrote everything that I got this day specially when I met my idol, I thought I couldn’t ever forget that moment. I also had many photos of her. But not too long after I saw her in the traditional market, I watched her in infotainment. I didn’t believe that the fact she was not as good as I thought. She had a big problem, she was sent to a jail with her friends because she got caught consuming drugs! After I knew her bad attitude I was really mad. I didn’t know what I had to do. But deep in my heart, I realized that maybe it was one of the obstacles in our life, which it may also could happen to every one included me. I thought the positive thing from her case may be it would make her and I to be more careful in facing our life in the future.